He gave me flowers

I got flowers today. It wasn't my birthday or any other special day.
We had our first argument last night and he said a lot of cruel things
that really hurt me. I know that he is sorry and didn't mean to say the
things he said - because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today. It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day.
Last night he threw me into a wall and then started to choke me.
It seemed like a nightmare but you wake up from nightmares to find
that they aren't real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over.
I know he must be sorry - because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today. And it wasn't Valentines Day or any other special
day. Last night he beat me and threatened to kill me.
Makeup and long sleeves didn't hide the cuts and bruises this time.
I couldn't go to work because I didn't want anyone to know
But I know he is sorry - because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today and it wasn't Mother's Day or any other special day.
Last night he beat me again and it was much worse than all the other
times. If I leave him what will I do? How will I take care of the kids?
What about money? I'm afraid of him and too scared to leave him!
But he must be sorry - because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today. Today was a very special day.
It was the day of my funeral.
Last night he finally killed me. I was beaten to death.
If only I would have gathered enough courage and strength to leave him.
So I got flowers today - for the very last time.

 ~Author Unknown

http://members.tripod.com/~CatEyes_TX/A-Poems.htm

:'(

hi. have been downloading photography apps in my phone since this morning, and the rest of the time I have been trying to sort out the apps and all. I think it's much better now haha!

okay hmm. I haven't been using my laptop. idk why also. I always use my phone for everything now. hmm.

welcome Yvette to the iPhone club hehhe :) so exciting haha!

anyway ytd was.. hmm. I was just happy. entire day. :)

haha suddenly remembered how dynamite got stuck in our heads.

I should be studying haha.

like now. okay hi Rogers!

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today is the kind of day I wished I stayed opposite ngee ann instead. I'm waiting for an SMS reply before going to shower.

so dreading it. gah I don't want.

lostflights

okay just trying out that. you know what we both dread right?

I just wanna laze around and bake cookies and fall asleep while talking and see hb. i hope everyday will be like that. gahhhhh tired but don't wanna sleep. :(

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despicable me 3D on Tuesday. haha not the most in thing to watch, but it was good. <3 Agnes haha! but I like the oldest girl too.

anyway this picture is from this app on my phone called zap a minion. it's a good game. haha! it's short, and provides you with the thrill of killing something without seeing blood. plus the sound of the ray gun and freeze ray and shrink ray, haha I like. random post, looks like sth that should be on my tumblr.

haha I shall do sth about this. after report is done. byeeeeee nightz :)

hi stalker!

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